my life = stress

          Well first let me tell you a little about my night.  My night is not going well so far, first my mom is in one of her moods today and it's really stressing me out, and second my laptop would not connect to the wifi and I really do not know why! Now I have to use this ugly desktop in my house.  I HATE desktops.  Desktops are so uncomfortable, I like to write my blogs comfortably on my bed or couch but I guess I cannot do that tonight... But then I think to myself and remember that there are people dying all over the world, and my issues tonight are not as bad.  So I should just move on with my life and be happy.  
           Now on page 145, yes I am surprisingly still reading this book, and to be completely honest I feel so proud of myself.  I have never reached this far into a book and ill be finishing in no time.  Hopefully by my next blog ill be done. 
          I found out the rest of the things Ted wanted to do before he died, and here they are:
5) Laugh in death’s face
6) Go to Africa
7) Rob a bank(something I'd probably think about doing)
8) Tell Mark to screw himself
9) Find out why Grandpa and Dad don't talk
10) Tell the truth

      As you can see Ted has his list done and he says he wants to "tell mark to screw himself". Aren't they bffs? Well not anymore. Mark does things that normally a good friend would not do. So Ted realized and is tired of him. Rachel his girlfriend does not know why he's getting sick, she knows nothing about the whole situation. She thinks that Ted is cheating on her, that Ted is now a drinker because he's constantly throwing up. I could go on and on she just blames him for many things. I Don't know why he doesn't just tell her, so they could spent the last few hours he has to live in peace. It really gets me mad and I wish I could tell her. However when he does decide to tell her I know she will feel like a piece of poop, and would regret all the things she has blamed him for.

 How was the experience of writing your first college essay for this class? Discuss.

       To be honest this college essay is a nightmare. I have procrastinated in writing it because I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT! I have started it but I don't know the right words to put or anything. I really want to make this a good essay and make it reflect on myself in a positive way. I am not close to being done because I think this is one of those things you should read thoroughly and make it as close to perfect as you can.

FINALLY DONE YAY !!!